A Light in the Fog: Navigating My Initial Christian Experience at Columbia
As a first-year student at Columbia, I would be lying if I did not say I found my initial experience here extremely daunting. Whether it was getting to know new people, finding out what clubs called to me and which ones to join, or finding the best classes to take for my first semester, everything mixed together into a blend of chaotic distress. In addition to all this turmoil, one very clear issue presented itself: As a Christian in a very evidently secular institution, how can I ensure I continue walking with God every day, and continue to stay in his path despite all the challenges in front of me?
Finding a community
The first and most pivotal step for me was to find a place where I could belong as a Christian. Back home in El Paso, I was part of a local church that was always extremely welcoming and encouraging, no doubt influenced by the Latino roots of the church, which began in Cd. Juarez. It was a place where I could thrive, where I explored my talents and formed close, intimate bonds with both friends and family. Coming here, it was a tall order to find a place that could give me that same sense of belonging and community. Luckily, a simple slip under my door gave me the opportunity I needed. I found a great support system at Christian Union at Columbia, a community of Christians from all denominations who were united in their love of Christ. It was difficult exposing myself to a place I had never been to before, but immediately, the Ministry Center became a very warm and safe place to be in.
The first thing I noticed was how joyous and enthusiastic everyone was. It was a clear reminder of my church back home, where our love for Christ made it easy to find a reason to smile, especially together. As the months went by, I was able to be a part of multiple events and got the chance to meet wonderful people. Whether it was eating pancakes and praying for each other, joining Bible Study for first and second years, or going to the weekly Illumina meetings, where every member came together to worship the Lord through both songs and sermon, every encounter made me feel more at home both at Columbia and in Christian Union. Getting a chance to meet so many other people who were just as enthusiastic about God was a very pleasant surprise. It made me realize that I was not alone in my persistent reverence for the Lord despite the environment I found myself in, and reassured me that God watched over me regardless of where I was. To those who are in Columbia for the first time and find themselves unsure of where to go, Christian Union is a great place to start. Other Christian groups, such as RUF or Christians at Columbia, are also wonderful groups to be a part of in your journey with God at this school.
Keeping the Faith
To be completely frank, the environment at Columbia tested my faith at times, both in and out of the classroom. It’s no secret that universities in general have become extremely secular over time. Sometimes, this can make navigating your identity as a Christian a difficult endeavor. In Literature Humanities, I read Genesis alongside the Gospels of Luke and John. During those seminars, some comments by both the instructor and other students sometimes left me scratching my head, wondering if they had really understood what the text was saying. It can be conflicting to listen to how people discuss God, Jesus, and the message of the text, and while it can be distressing, it is important to remember that many of the people around you might not have the close, intimate relationship with God that you have forged.
Do not let remarks such as those hinder your walk with the Lord. Stay true to his word, and there are always people on campus willing to help you out with any lingering questions or doubts about your faith. If you ever find yourself questioning the information you are given in class, do not hesitate to investigate the facts yourself and make your own conclusions, and as always, ask those around you who you feel have some knowledge and guidance to impart upon you. It goes without saying that the general culture of college tends to be antithetical to the Christian path. Whether it’s the constant partying, drinking, or substance use, coupled with people choosing pleasure over patience and true commitment, it can be tempting to be a part of that in order to feel included or to fit in. However, it is always essential to remember that as Christians, we are called to be the light of the world and to resist temptation. It is far from an easy road, perhaps one of the hardest to follow, but in the end, the result is a life full of peace and fulfillment that comes from trust and love in Jesus, and is infinitely more rewarding than the temporary pleasures of the world. As Christians, we are called to not be of the world but to rise above it, and to set an example for those around us.
With that in mind, always keep in mind that you are not perfect. There will be times where your faith and walk with Christ will be uncertain, especially in a place like this, but it is important to surround yourself with the right community of brothers and sisters in Christ that will support you in every step of the way. If I have learned anything through my experience coming here as a Christian, it’s that despite the setbacks, God will always guide you to the right path.
Demian Lucero is a freshman at Columbia College studying Creative Writing. He likes to read, write, draw, and play video games, explore the city, and hang out with friends, and enjoys discussing all things nerdy.